everything is moving
as perfectly as it needs to
be it fast or slow
the winds of change are blowing
sweet rhythmic ancient scents
wild, exciting, distant, yet familiar
and i am dancing
8.27.2010
when i fall, then what? (greenfield, ma hilltop)
if i fall
i know you'll catch me
but are you ready
for my weight
are you ready
for the mountains of my Heart
the crashing waves of my Spirit
the endless vistas of my very Being?
if i jump
will you support my flight
and catch me
when i Fall?
i know you'll catch me
but are you ready
for my weight
are you ready
for the mountains of my Heart
the crashing waves of my Spirit
the endless vistas of my very Being?
if i jump
will you support my flight
and catch me
when i Fall?
breakfast on a rock- brattleboro, vt
leaves falling
butterflies fluttering
breakfast on a rock
now i eat you
death for life
now you eat me
butterflies fluttering
breakfast on a rock
now i eat you
death for life
now you eat me
from the hilltop i sat on this morning in greenfield, ma
patient unending STONE
my feet tingle as they grow into you
sitting waiting watching being
time does not exist
seasons mesh into one another
continuous flow rhythm be
of clouds, sunshine, rain, moon, stars
ah yes, those stars
they too, like us
sitting, waiting, watching, being
i wonder if we are just as inspiring?
do we too glow from a core inner light
sending twinkles far off into space?
the space between Raven's feathers
contracting and expanding
as she circles her air kingdom
spaces between the leaves dancing with time and wind
growing and shifting
then falling, one by one
to mesh back into
patient unending STONE
waiting watching being
growing stillness
space between earth, sky,
Universe
my feet tingle as they grow into you
sitting waiting watching being
time does not exist
seasons mesh into one another
continuous flow rhythm be
of clouds, sunshine, rain, moon, stars
ah yes, those stars
they too, like us
sitting, waiting, watching, being
i wonder if we are just as inspiring?
do we too glow from a core inner light
sending twinkles far off into space?
the space between Raven's feathers
contracting and expanding
as she circles her air kingdom
spaces between the leaves dancing with time and wind
growing and shifting
then falling, one by one
to mesh back into
patient unending STONE
waiting watching being
growing stillness
space between earth, sky,
Universe
8.23.2010
rest and reflection
today i laid on a Rock
like so many other days on other Rocks
watching Sky
thinking about everything and nothing
and just resting
in the Bliss and perfection
of the
Now
rain
all the rain
all the Sacred Tears
Sky held for us
as we cried for our Visions
and Quested on the Mountain
all is falling
held by Mama
Sky has opened
bathing my Heart
in Sacred Tears
the better to see You with, my dear
my Dear
8.22.2010
love and thanks
thank you
i love you so much
i am so grateful for all you bring into this world and my life!
thank you for shining your light so brightly
i love you so much
i am so very grateful
and i am writing to let you know that
i have returned from the Mountain
i am safe and well
and my bowl is now full yet empty
and there is much to say
but also not much at all
sometime soon, i will do a Giveaway Ceremony and tell my story then, in connecticut
for those of you not in connecticut
we can connect in other ways
call me, tap in via the winds and earth
and we will rub our hearts and bellies, smile, and sigh
with contented connected united knowing
for all that remains unsaid,
is already said
8.12.2010
star heart
thru spiraling smoke
bright stars shine inside
i find my way
back
(Vision Quest this week in northern Vermont. Sacred silence. Prayers, loving thoughts, and blessings invited and gratefully accepted. I love you!!!)
8.10.2010
love
love
enters my life
sometimes with silent padded steps
sometimes like a mighty gush of thunderstorm
sometimes so subtly, like a dandelion slowly opening
sometimes so overtly, like an avalanche stone crashing down a mountain
love
enters my life
sometimes sweetly
like fresh blueberries on a summer morning
sometimes sourly
with an aftertaste of blueberries forgotten in a bowl
love
sits
quietly
sometimes, watching my self as i step forward slowly
love
stands
strongly
as i pick myself back up
from the avalanche
and piece back together
freshly kilned clay
and infinitude of hearts
and potential
rising
from the ashes of fiery flames
fruits borne of sunshine, sweat, dirt, and death
i am
love
(me and Justin just ended our romantic relationship a few days ago. i am doing okay, and grateful for love in all its forms)
(thank you my dear esteemed elder Bill, for the lovely photo, and for helping fire my clay hearts! and growing the tomato heart! :) )
enters my life
sometimes with silent padded steps
sometimes like a mighty gush of thunderstorm
sometimes so subtly, like a dandelion slowly opening
sometimes so overtly, like an avalanche stone crashing down a mountain
love
enters my life
sometimes sweetly
like fresh blueberries on a summer morning
sometimes sourly
with an aftertaste of blueberries forgotten in a bowl
love
sits
quietly
sometimes, watching my self as i step forward slowly
love
stands
strongly
as i pick myself back up
from the avalanche
and piece back together
freshly kilned clay
and infinitude of hearts
and potential
rising
from the ashes of fiery flames
fruits borne of sunshine, sweat, dirt, and death
i am
love
(me and Justin just ended our romantic relationship a few days ago. i am doing okay, and grateful for love in all its forms)
(thank you my dear esteemed elder Bill, for the lovely photo, and for helping fire my clay hearts! and growing the tomato heart! :) )
8.07.2010
7.22.2010
August itinerary
7/26 - 8/6= staffing kids' farm camp and African dance theater camp at Orchard Hill Farm (NH)
8/6 - 8/8= Daughters of the Earth gathering at Earthlands (MA) (I need a ride down from NH, if you know anyone...)
8/9 - 8/14?= Earthstory gathering at Earthlands (MA) (and then I need a ride up to northern VT, if you know anyone...)
8/15 - 8/21= Vision Quest (VT)
final two weeks of the month... don't know yet. I will probably hangout with Luz Elena in Brattleboro, VT. I want to see Keith, Mira, Efan, Jason, Kalyan, Darcey, and Sean sometime this summer, too. I also want some kind of backpacking / survival camping trip. So, hopefully a small extended visit to Keith's farm and/or Kalyan's new farm, too.
... and then I plan to return to Connecticut before September 5 for the Red Tent that day, and then start Two Coyotes' autumn children's programs on September 6!
7.15.2010
desires
i really wanted!
to return to the desert
and work with "at-risk" youth
beautiful shining teenagers that society can't yet accept
and learn from plant-man doug
and a bunch of burros
and cacti
and mountains
and a sky so big and wide
that my heart floods with blue
that merges with red
into the most vivid healing purple i've ever seen
as the hot desert rocks boom their deep booms
and i know that
we are held
i really wanted!
to stay here and cultivate
the relationships and seeds that i've set
and slowly watched sprout
and am still blossoming
so much love for so many people
yet so often feeling so very
alone
and struggling
with restlessness and wants and needs and boundaries
boundaries
don't cross my boundaries
i am learning to see my boundaries
and bravely state them when i need to
no more hiding them
no more hiding
i am stepping out into the sunshine
from a morbid smoggy winter
and sweating beads of mingled pain and pleasure
the raw honesty of being alive and whole
with black, white, and all rainbow prismatic every nothings
swirled into a giant
center of the universe
cake!
cake
i really wanted!
yes i did!
and i still do
but i am learning
thank you
thank you
for listening and watching and knowing and seeing
and holding and being
and being
just being
thank you
for all the prayers seen and unseen,
heard and unheard
for i feel them every time i cry into the wind
and she blows back with a kiss
and i know
that i am blessed
with seen and unseen
heard and unheard
thank you
friends everywhere
7.03.2010
yes love
watching bats fly around at dusk
minnows gathering around my toes and nibbling them
while i am swimming in ice pond
of all places!
yes, ice pond
clouds pink, sky blue
back out into the great known unknown beautiful
yes
minnows gathering around my toes and nibbling them
while i am swimming in ice pond
of all places!
yes, ice pond
clouds pink, sky blue
back out into the great known unknown beautiful
yes
6.23.2010
saint johnswort
today was a saint johnswort day!
hypericum perforatum
"perforatum" for the small dots that light filter thru on the leaves
the flowers smell like heaven and will help further repair the ripped-up side of my face (from the Fall)
how does such a little yellow flower work such strong magic?
i am in love!!
this is summer: june and july plans
if anyone's interested...
my itinerary for the next couple weeks:
this weekend= "ancient and innovative foundations training" with luz elena morey in brattleboro, vt
next week (last week of june)= either camp in woodbridge, ct with justin or visiting friends near northampton, ma
1rst week july= "gaia nature arts camp" for 5-7 yr olds with luz elena morey in brattleboro, vt
that weekend= maybe red tent in hartford, ct; or camping on keith's farm near northampton, ma
2nd week july= housesitting/exploring near brattleboro, vt
3rd week july= "gaia nature arts camp" for 8-12 yr olds with luz elena morey in brattleboro, vt
final week of july= still open
and then aug is mostly open, until aug 20 is women's herbal conference... and i think i will hitch around maine for a bit and explore some mountains i haven't touched yet, check out a high point, dip in the ocean for a few days, etc (mount desert island...!)
pow wow!
the order and preservation of indigenous cultures
a gathering of tribes, really
disconnected yet (re)connected
the rhythm of the heartbeat drum just sets my heart beating faster
and then slower again
as we attune to the drum
and attune to each other
we begin to notice
our voices coming from a shared breath
of the same quality of air and breathing
into the nose, down into the belly, out thru the mouth
to be shared some more
with the trees and fields surrounding
and the eagle soaring above
riding on that same air current
of precious breath
gift friend air wind
take us as we soar
on air currents of drum song
old songs, new songs, so many songs!
i recorded most
but it will take quite a while for me to really remember them
for now, three are stuck in my head
seems like every other moment though
i remember another song
and find myself humming yet another pow wow tune
as i toodle around the woods and observe mosses growing
(that same beat thrums in you too huh?)
many of the songs don't have a literal meaning
but the feeling that the song evokes
that is what is important
that is what is intentional
not the words
the words come secondary to the feelings
yes!
and then at night we women gathered around
the red clover womens' drum
for me, it doesn't quite matter who i'm drumming with
so long as we get attuned
and the magic happens
but there's just something about all us women gathered together
with a drum without a drum
but ooh that night yes with a drum
and drumming and singing and laughing and sharing
shining eyes reflecting the stars
with shared hands beating the sacred ancient drum
something magic
is still here
and reawakening
yes!
6.21.2010
questions
to hitch or not to hitch?
that is the question
in a state of too many cars and not enough real people
real
people
i have many questions
that is the question
in a state of too many cars and not enough real people
real
people
i have many questions
6.16.2010
ji-ling
my family name is lin
which means forest
my given chinese name
my "real name" is
ji ling
ji is from an old family poem
each generation gets the next
word in the poem
ji also means basic, foundational,
grounded
ling is the sound of bells
ethereal and abstract
ji ling is like grounded ether
sky and earth melded into one
being
ji ling also means spritely, flexible, nimble
like a fairy
lin ji ling
forest sprite
i am now going by my chinese name
ji ling
(that's me... as well as a compendium of joyce, jaz, crow... and all the other names along the way. but now, back to ji-ling. hello, again)
raccoon
i just saw all seven of the chickens sprinting past the kitchen
with a raccoon in hot pursuit
he wasn't afraid to run into the bushes
and watch me with big bandit eyes
6.15.2010
dream: lotuses
always remember that wherever you go, there will be lotus blossoms in your footsteps... so that you will never be lost
6.14.2010
dance weekend
whirlwind weekend
friday up to earthdance
(hello, keith and lani, and amazing new farmers shauna and howell!)
beautiful land, shining faces
hello massachusetts
and goodbye again on saturday
but first
a magical mystical nature walk thru the rain
inspiration to live fully, even to the city dwellers
thanks justin
silence and loudness
can you hear the birds as they speak to each other thru the mists?
we are the birds speaking to each other thru the mists too
and then kalyan's new farm
not yet named
not yet planted
but all in progress
and oh so beautiful and amazing and utterly
inspiring
inspiring
so full of love and magic and
hope
filled with joy and hope
mmm
off to vermont!
where cars have congregated
with people inside
at camp neringa
for a weekend powwow
us, for a few hours
of hello lovely mira and efan and other
beautiful old friends and acquiantances that i don't remember
but have still touched my life!
bluegrass music never fails
to make me swing
in the morning bright and early
grey rather
it's been grey all throughout
new england is beginning to feel like a
big grey temple tent
with green trees like greenish clouds
hanging above my head
above the grey
that envelopes all
zooming bak down
freeways and traffic
as ingwe tells stories of leopards in jungles, on cd
and we trade raunchy teenage jokes
that bring us back to summers past
and i sleep with cold wet muddy feet plastered against
the breathing window
(or are my feet breathing)
feeling the hartbeat pulsation sensation
in my little pinky toe
soaring to
back down back down
to connect i cut
for new england primitive skills gathering
where me and justin first met
last summer
and i haven't seen many of these people for a full year
and i realize just how much changes
and how much does not
and what?! i am still here in connect i cut
and am not yet cut
but not quite connected either
but am more and more realizing that
i
am
(something
un
stable
yet quite
grounded
also)
6.10.2010
rain rain
when i close my eyes, i see
small mushroom clouds of dust poofing
as raindrop fairies alight
in the desert
here,
the ground just keeps sopping it up
until one day the sponge has had enough
and all the moss just erupts in little explosions
loud enough for the fairies to start
jigging in joy
6.09.2010
flung
hell-realm of normalcy
schedules and cars that ride faster than the wind
barely even time to cook a good dinner
maybe this is just time to rest
and recuperate after years of a different kind of running
a kind of flying
running, flying, leaping, soaring with the wind
instead of in the opposite direction
at full speed
a different kind of wind, a new sort of slow
a slow found in in-between moments of whooshing breath
gasping for air
air that had been forgotten
in the rushing madness
what now do i choose for myself
i've dipped toes, then jumped full-on into both worlds
feels like i'm spiralling back and forth
and when i make comparisons
i see it's not such a big decision after all
the spiral keeps turning, regardless
but then, it's also a huge decision
shall i turn towards the sun, slowly, like a dandelion
or shall i turn downwards yet up
being stretched tightly into a middle place of balance
my guts stretched out tight to be poked with sticks
and push pulled into leather
a tight unforgiving leather
that does not give in to the sly kisses of the wind
for it can no longer feel
it is stretched too tight
i feel like a tired wind caught between the currents of the tides
in a confusing whirlpool of motion
a black hole of dark unknown
heavy rock tied to my ankles
pulling so hard that they bleed they bleed they bleed
i am bleeding to death
for my heart has been ripped to pieces
devoured by so many little cords of blind hunger
that stretch leather of what was once a heart
until there is no more blood to bleed
it is caked and hard
and eventually
back to dust
i wonder if sometimes late at night
the dust sits up and wonders
where did i come from
6.08.2010
raccoons
a duck got hurt last night
saw a mama and two baby raccoons in a tree, today
one life for three others?
we see at least 3 deer and a squirrel dead on the side of the road every time we drive somewhere
there's many more we don't see, i'm sure
a handful of roadkill for a couple hundred cars and a society that moves too quickly?
my stomach hurts when i think about the roadkill and stinky cars
it hurts also when i walk into a grocery store with its lights and too much stuff
our society of comfort and over-consumption
sometimes i wish i wasn't born american
and yet, i also understand
(not quite)
6.06.2010
more spring!
i saw the first mullein blossoms of the season (bright yellow gorgeous flowers on a tall green stalk with the fuzziest most fantastic leaves)
and the first milkweed blossoms of the season! (beautifully intricate blossoms that are mostly white, but so much more... and smell like pure bliss. between the roses and the milkweeds, I am in heaven)
photos soon enough...
and the first milkweed blossoms of the season! (beautifully intricate blossoms that are mostly white, but so much more... and smell like pure bliss. between the roses and the milkweeds, I am in heaven)
photos soon enough...
6.04.2010
week
my week has been, thus far:
lambsquarters day with brenda
bluegrass fest night, and recording songs with kari
hike to waterfall, and see coyote and snake
firefly and turtle and mosses with justin
ocean, roses, and lucy
river walking with rocks, rain, thunder, and nettles
more roses
mmm!
lambsquarters day with brenda
bluegrass fest night, and recording songs with kari
hike to waterfall, and see coyote and snake
firefly and turtle and mosses with justin
ocean, roses, and lucy
river walking with rocks, rain, thunder, and nettles
more roses
mmm!
6.03.2010
roses
pink and white rosas
sing angels sounds
and gently crowd each other to
o
p
e
n
the locked doors of my heart
and blow fresh air into dusty chambers
and paint everything
an exhilaratingly reddish hue of ahhh
love
5.31.2010
5.30.2010
coyote, snake, and caterpillar
i rarely even hear coyote over here, and very much miss the nightly coyote chorus of the desert southwest. but today, i saw my first coyote here in connecticut... and he looked healthy, though i think he would do better even deeper in the woods, perhaps out of this part of the state. we connected eyes, which shook my spirit in the best most magical way possible.
when i saw snake, it was mere seconds after thinking "snake." i looked up at a cluster of rocks, thinking it would be a nice place to sit for a while, then i thought, "no; there should be snakes there, too." then i saw snake! chillaxing, staring at different rocks. snake never fails to get some kind of scream out of me... primal innate fear, and great respect. watched him slither off... he seemed very relaxed.
caterpillar was dangling on a small silken cord off a tall tree, waving to and fro in the wind, struggling, struggling! like a tightrope walker with a broken tightrope, hanging on for dear life!
and then ofcourse, winds were big and nice today...
bear!
that day, the other class (older clan) saw a bear!
tracked it down; it tracked them down
more and more magic
barred owl
we saw a barred owl in class, a few weeks ago
her face looks like a modigliani painting:
big round eyes with a big long nose, circular head
magical feeling
we hooted back and forth to owl, as we crawled up a hill, and she sat in a tree
"i will never forget today" the kids agreed
5.27.2010
brave new
earth shaking
sky flashing
I AM SORRY!
to a tremble rumble flash shake sky
trees falling
on babies crawling
NO!
to a robot driven go go lie
walking forward
falling down
grasping upwards
tumbling down down down
striving to remember
remember
magic of simple nights just watching
stars walk across purple skies
simple waters rushing complex patterns
sunlight hitting reflections onto
solid mountain granite ageless stone
unmoving face that suddenly breaks
tumbling down down down
into cocoon morphing
trembling naked butterfly
new to a
brave new world
sky flashing
I AM SORRY!
to a tremble rumble flash shake sky
trees falling
on babies crawling
NO!
to a robot driven go go lie
walking forward
falling down
grasping upwards
tumbling down down down
striving to remember
remember
magic of simple nights just watching
stars walk across purple skies
simple waters rushing complex patterns
sunlight hitting reflections onto
solid mountain granite ageless stone
unmoving face that suddenly breaks
tumbling down down down
into cocoon morphing
trembling naked butterfly
new to a
brave new world
5.22.2010
5.21.2010
stardust
i watched the moon today through a huge telescope
saw its' mountains, valleys, craters, and more...
moon in the sky,
always watching and knowing
having patiently and gently watched our ancestors as they crawled from water to land, swung from tree to earth, danced from earth to sky
i feel small yet massive
we are made of stardust
i felt meteors today
traveling so fast thru space at speeds i can't even imagine
to land, hunk of black magnetic metal
on our planet
we walk around on two legs and take ourselves so seriously
while the moon slowly moves away from the earth
our sun slowly dies
and dust, stones, and more spin and spin around saturn
who really is as magical looking and feeling as i've always imagined
we are more than just our two legs and our ridiculous seriousness
so much more
we are nothing and everything
all rolled into one great
magic mudball
saw its' mountains, valleys, craters, and more...
moon in the sky,
always watching and knowing
having patiently and gently watched our ancestors as they crawled from water to land, swung from tree to earth, danced from earth to sky
i feel small yet massive
we are made of stardust
i felt meteors today
traveling so fast thru space at speeds i can't even imagine
to land, hunk of black magnetic metal
on our planet
we walk around on two legs and take ourselves so seriously
while the moon slowly moves away from the earth
our sun slowly dies
and dust, stones, and more spin and spin around saturn
who really is as magical looking and feeling as i've always imagined
we are more than just our two legs and our ridiculous seriousness
so much more
we are nothing and everything
all rolled into one great
magic mudball
5.20.2010
things
i am obsessed
with throwing things away
and compacting things into small bins of the same sort
even though they're not my things
i think subconsciously
i know
that i am going somewhere
even if it's the same place
i am still going
somewhere
and i am getting rid of
things
to make space for more
space
with throwing things away
and compacting things into small bins of the same sort
even though they're not my things
i think subconsciously
i know
that i am going somewhere
even if it's the same place
i am still going
somewhere
and i am getting rid of
things
to make space for more
space
5.19.2010
old and new day
going somewhere again in two weeks
if not going somewhere again
moment by moment
while remaining still and present
light being floating in space
from elemental connection
of caves, oceans, flames, and gusts of winds
to nothing and everythingness
fresh candles and glossy red lips today
remixing old wax for new candles
remixing old oils for new salves
and then stretching tall for a long bike ride
down
rebirthing experience from before until now
recreating old boxes into new possibilities
reframing my head until suddenly it's all clear
and then i will dye it a forest green, or desert red
hands that hold, hands that support
hands that give, hands that receive
hands that balance and move
and dance on their own, and dance of our own
the sky is grey today
and i am whatever colors the moments bring
if not going somewhere again
moment by moment
while remaining still and present
light being floating in space
from elemental connection
of caves, oceans, flames, and gusts of winds
to nothing and everythingness
fresh candles and glossy red lips today
remixing old wax for new candles
remixing old oils for new salves
and then stretching tall for a long bike ride
down
rebirthing experience from before until now
recreating old boxes into new possibilities
reframing my head until suddenly it's all clear
and then i will dye it a forest green, or desert red
hands that hold, hands that support
hands that give, hands that receive
hands that balance and move
and dance on their own, and dance of our own
the sky is grey today
and i am whatever colors the moments bring
5.09.2010
trash and gifts
it's a nonstop thing
this cleaning business
it's not just my own trash i need to clean up, clear out
it's other people's trash too
i also hold trash from my parents, and their parents, and their parent's parents
and i hold trash from my friends, and their friends, and their friend's friends
and as if all that isn't enough
there's trash from the whole entire world too
but along with the trash comes gifts
gifts that sometimes hide the trash
gifts that sometimes hide behind the trash
i'm tired of cleaning
but oh does it feel nice when all the trash is gone
and i am just surrounded by gifts
this cleaning business
it's not just my own trash i need to clean up, clear out
it's other people's trash too
i also hold trash from my parents, and their parents, and their parent's parents
and i hold trash from my friends, and their friends, and their friend's friends
and as if all that isn't enough
there's trash from the whole entire world too
but along with the trash comes gifts
gifts that sometimes hide the trash
gifts that sometimes hide behind the trash
i'm tired of cleaning
but oh does it feel nice when all the trash is gone
and i am just surrounded by gifts
5.06.2010
if
if
drip-drop sunsets
melt and mold
into dewdrop day gleam
shine star morning sun
into
melting and molding
drip-drop rain glimmers
life-giving to dry dust dirt
mish mash mixing
to form mud glorious mud
rising
by wind push pull drag run
fly
to embrace
heat source light love of all
sun
drip-drop sunsets
melt and mold
into dewdrop day gleam
shine star morning sun
into
melting and molding
drip-drop rain glimmers
life-giving to dry dust dirt
mish mash mixing
to form mud glorious mud
rising
by wind push pull drag run
fly
to embrace
heat source light love of all
sun
5.01.2010
sit-spot: noon to dusk- some mountain- Bethany, CT
I've been around Connecticut for a total of about 10 months now. Since getting into this state, I've only hitchiked twice: once to visit Justin, the other time today. The last time, it took forever. Today, it was about as smooth as it gets: I stick out my thumb at the first car that passes, he stops and picks me up, we have nice conversation and find things in common, I get where I need to go... right before it gets dark. How perfect? Completely perfect. :)
Oh, and of the 10 months, this is also the second time getting "lost." Rare occasion. I cherished it.
Violets, quite an array: purple, yellow, purple with white dots, white with purple dots, white and purple striped (like a circus, yes!)
Mosquitoes got a meal today. I followed the stream down, in an attempt to get back to the stream I started at... got to a waterfall, instead. A "private" waterfall. Landed in rich man's land. Was amazed I caught a ride immediately! Hitchhiking is a great way of dispelling preconceived notions... and sometimes underlining them.
Big rocks up to, around, and on top of the mountain. Fabulous rocks to dance on, sing to, sleep with. I enjoyed them; they enjoyed me; we had a grand old time.
And now my feet are sore from barefoot running, jumping, dancing, lost-and-found-making all afternoon... and I am very pleased. :)
The town from up high looks so small. The trees overshadow the town. Trees in what looks like four rows: the front row of tall soft green trees, second row of reddish trees, third row soft green again, fourth row darker green. And many songs running through my head, including a line, "I see blue skies, I see butterflies, for us." Looking up to blue skies and black butterfly, yellow butterfly, white butterfly, and bees too. Oh, there's beauty everywhere. (and then, no word songs, just heartbeat and breath songs. mmm yes, maybe the best song of all)
Oh, and of the 10 months, this is also the second time getting "lost." Rare occasion. I cherished it.
Violets, quite an array: purple, yellow, purple with white dots, white with purple dots, white and purple striped (like a circus, yes!)
Mosquitoes got a meal today. I followed the stream down, in an attempt to get back to the stream I started at... got to a waterfall, instead. A "private" waterfall. Landed in rich man's land. Was amazed I caught a ride immediately! Hitchhiking is a great way of dispelling preconceived notions... and sometimes underlining them.
Big rocks up to, around, and on top of the mountain. Fabulous rocks to dance on, sing to, sleep with. I enjoyed them; they enjoyed me; we had a grand old time.
And now my feet are sore from barefoot running, jumping, dancing, lost-and-found-making all afternoon... and I am very pleased. :)
The town from up high looks so small. The trees overshadow the town. Trees in what looks like four rows: the front row of tall soft green trees, second row of reddish trees, third row soft green again, fourth row darker green. And many songs running through my head, including a line, "I see blue skies, I see butterflies, for us." Looking up to blue skies and black butterfly, yellow butterfly, white butterfly, and bees too. Oh, there's beauty everywhere. (and then, no word songs, just heartbeat and breath songs. mmm yes, maybe the best song of all)
4.29.2010
sit-spot: afternoon- horse field- Bethany, CT
I'm gathering dandelions. big wind blowing. grasses weaving and waving like green oceans with yellow bubbles. I'm in yellow bubble dandelion bliss. sticky sweetness on my fingers, a myriad of soft white tufted dreams floating by, tossed on the wind. blessings and blessings, wishes, dreams, hopes, and questions. which one will come true?
birds flying by on the wind, on the wind. flocks and families weave and soar through the blue and white. landed in green and yellow, i can only watch and wonder.
birds flying by on the wind, on the wind. flocks and families weave and soar through the blue and white. landed in green and yellow, i can only watch and wonder.
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