9.01.2010

back in ct

am back in connecticut 
landed to a happy reunion with elder bill and bethany family of brenda, marie, cats, chickens, alpacas, and many apples!
drum circle at night
so many molded herbs stored incorrectly...
clothes to give away
things to pack up
am leaving here again in a week 
and then off to california 
and then onwards!
ever onwards
this time to taiwan 
many questions from many people 
the questions drive me a little nutty 
but they are also good questions 
that make me think 
sooo 
exactly what am i doing? 
and who i am now? 
good questions 
medicine woman, rising

death
death to old ways and patterns of being that no longer serve me 
death to old clothes that no longer fit 

phoenix rising
ataris rising 
ever rising 
from these composting ashes of death
into newness

butterfly dreams
it's all just butterfly dreams 

there's mold on my shoes
i watched moon rise last night
and sun rise this morning
ever rising from the ashes 
cycle continuing flow on
songs that come and go from my mind
resonating with the inexplicable hum of singing bowls 
resonant universe