love letters

love letters to the wind 
get ripped, torn, shredded and strewn all across the planet 
flying back some strange day 
to hit me in the chest
smacking all the air out of my lungs 
and lifting my heart high into sky, bouncing onto earth, and back again into my chest 
beating more rapidly than all the waterfalls in the world coalesced together into one resounding roar 
on this solid stone in the middle of all this rushing water with this beating heart of mine 
and all the shredded wind blown love letters swarming and swirling about me 
every desire to run away bites me like small fish 
small chunks of jiling falling bit by bit into wind, onto rock, into river,
dissolving self back into nothing everything love let