am back in connecticut
landed to a happy reunion with elder bill and bethany family of brenda, marie, cats, chickens, alpacas, and many apples!
drum circle at night
so many molded herbs stored incorrectly...
clothes to give away
things to pack up
am leaving here again in a week
and then off to california
and then onwards!
ever onwards
this time to taiwan
many questions from many people
the questions drive me a little nutty
but they are also good questions
that make me think
sooo
exactly what am i doing?
and who i am now?
good questions
medicine woman, rising
death
death to old ways and patterns of being that no longer serve me
death to old clothes that no longer fit
phoenix rising
ataris rising
ever rising
from these composting ashes of death
into newness
butterfly dreams
it's all just butterfly dreams
there's mold on my shoes
i watched moon rise last night
and sun rise this morning
ever rising from the ashes
cycle continuing flow on
songs that come and go from my mind
resonating with the inexplicable hum of singing bowls
resonant universe
