10.18.2013

滿心滿星滿月滿林夢舞

啊! 一個月又過了! 朋友, 家人們, 你好! 祝你滿月快樂!

滿月了。 我的鄰居野狼們在森林裡唱歌。 我剛從森林走回家, 生火。 我正在坐在火爐邊喝茶, 聽野狼的歌聲, 和享受窗外滿月的亮光。 這種日子真的太享受了!

昨晚, 下大雨。 我們每個星期四都在診所工作到很晚才回家。 我陪老師開車上山回家時, 剛好開始下大雨。 我喜歡看斜斜的雨一浪一浪的打在車窗上。 我們慢慢的開上山, 聊天。 我好喜歡聽老師的故事。 我的老師很會說笑話。 他的教課方式很特別。 他一點都不嚴肅。 他的課又零活有趣,又充滿了智慧和知識。 這個老師是我生活中最喜歡的某一個老師。 真感恩。 

昨晚回到家之後, 看到木屋裡了地板都是水。 雨下太大了, 屋頂漏水了! 雖然住在這兒感覺又豐富又浪漫, 但也沒那麼容易! 我需要把水從鄰居家提到木屋。 木屋裡沒電, 沒水。 我用毛巾和臉盆搓身體洗澡。 我每天晚上用蠟燭和頭燈來讀書。 早上, 如果前天沒下雨, 我就練瑜伽在木屋旁邊。 那兒的地被我天天練瑜伽都踩平了。 

今晚在滿月月光底, 我在森林散步, 感覺好滿足, 心中充滿了愛。 我對這塊土地感到好多愛。 我看了它春夏秋的神聖轉變。 現在要進入冬眠了。 

我要陪著野鴨往西邊飛了。。。 我對離開這兒感到很傷心, 但也要提醒我自己: 學期要結束了。 時間到了。 我需要把我所有所學的智慧帶出去, 繼續分享, 繼續學習, 繼續探險, 冒險, 和慢慢的創世界, 闖世界, 幫世界上的人們打開心中的窗口, 呼吸新鮮空氣, 跳出窗外, 在月光底陪著野狼和貓頭鷹朋友們野蠻美好開心又創又闖的跳舞, 跳舞, 跳舞! 整夜整天, 身心靈, 野創靈舞蹈。 

我無法用我知道的中文解釋我心中的感覺, 唱出我心中的詩歌。 所以, 只能創造我自己的字和語法, 來至我美國人的腦袋。 希望你聽的懂! 

除了藥草學以外, 我現在還在教瑜伽和鋼琴。 我也做陪著女人圈創舞蹈和唱歌, 表演。 從這兒的舞蹈圈, 我交了一些新朋友。 我陪新朋友開始學systema武術基本式。 下個月, 學期結束之後, 我也要開始陪又個新朋友交換音樂: 我教他鋼琴, 他教我吉塔。 我的生活充滿了學習, 人朋友, 森林朋友, 植物朋友, 和。。。 書朋友! 太棒了。 

學校下個月就結束了! 時間過來太快了! 我和兩個學姐們是老師的apprentice, 要留到十二月才離開。 我很不想要離開!!! (但時間到了。 傷心! 但, 感恩。) 

我現在打算十二月離開之後去拜訪一些東北部的朋友, 然後飛或是搭火車回加州拜訪爸媽一兩個禮拜。 去拿車子, 然後開車去Colorado州去陪下一個老師獅子培訓(哈哈。。。獅子!師徒?)。 我打算繼續學藥草治療方式。 好,哦!!! 

晚了。 火快滅了。 我不要加更多木頭。 明天一大早要陪我情愛的老師和學生們上山去享受秋葉, 和討論冬天的樹和植物, 藥方, 等。 現在, 我要窩進溫暖的毛毯堆去放鬆,睡覺, 做月底夢了。 明早, 再跳舞起床, 陪老師, 陪森林, 陪所有朋友們, 去學習, 冒險, 探索, 和享受人生的高高低低, 點點滴滴, 夢想呈現出來的舞蹈。 

祝你跳出你心中所夢現的舞蹈。 

敬, 基玲


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Jiling . 林基玲 
  626.344.9140 / 607.262.0302

10.06.2013

Exhale

during yoga practice this morning 
wet leaves on the ground from 
sunrise rainfall
golden leaf showers falling 
autumn all around 
I looked up as I rose up from a forward bend 
bow down to the Earth
rising up, catching my own eyes in my little mirror 
surrounded by feathers
I caught myself 
smiling into my own eyes in the mirror and 
I caught myself
I caught someone and
something brief, glinting, rare, transient 
I paused in my practice 
to look more deeply into my own eyes 
caught by my own gaze 
these eyes 
the skin, the face that surrounds the eyes 
this body that moves, breathes, dances so fluidly 
it feels pain, joy, flow, divinity 
I feel pain, joy, flow, divinity 
and it is all passing through 
passing on by 
movement constant 
awareness fleeting
like so many geese flying south 
the crows dancing on the thermals 
responding to my caws by flying back
looping around in the sky
thus goes these eyes 
these transient shining eyes 
with skin, a face that changes moment to moment, and daily 
I am getting older
my friends and family are all getting older
this life waits for no one
I tear my eyes away from my own eyes
reflected in the mirror 
reflecting and flexing my spine 
back downwards towards the Earth
inhaling my right leg back into a forward lunge
moving through my daily morning routine of sun salutations 
every movement a prayer 
of gratitude and deepest surrender 
a wakening of the body 
a tingling of the senses
a reconnection with the Universe 
this movement
dynamic equilibrium 

running downhill on the slippery orange autumn slope 
running down into a small grove of young trees
but they are still older than I 
they seem to hold me 
as I run down into their embrace
laughing at the cold wind bumping against my chest 
this week we studied the respiratory system 
I feel my breath flowing through my body 
I can see it interlacing with the breath of the rainbow-colored trees 
at the bottom of the hill, 
I fall to my knees
naturally curling myself into child position
a supine prayer position with my body curled into a turtle shape
my heart flat against the Earth
I breathe in and out 
deeply inhaling the autumnal sweetness of the Earth
and exhaling the heat of my own breath into the damp leaves below me 
and the rain falls down 
in fat droplets that saturate my spine 
and penetrate to my core
sending leaves raining down
like all the rainbows fluttering forth 
to blanket me in natural beauty
raindrops bouncing off the rainbow leaves below me
the sound of a zillion small drums dancing 
rhythmically pulsing 
with the beating of my heart
heavy against the forest floor 
fast from running 
and faster from pure 
delight

exhale, exhale, exhale
in dance class
Teacher Wu taught us how to fly 
the secret is in the exhale 
when you leap into the air
leap on an exhale
allow the wind to grab you
spin you around
in acupuncture class 
Teacher Zeng taught us how to 
send energy while setting our own energetic boundaries 
setting needles into our patients
on the exhale 
perineum held tight
root chakra, mula bandha in yoga
exhale, exhale, exhale
Igor guides me around the trees
punching me over and over, 
in our systema martial arts practice 
exhale with each punch 
let it go 
let it fall away 

exhaling to fly
exhaling to establish boundaries
exhaling to relax into it all

do the autumn leaves also
exhale 
as they 
let go
from the trees that held them
so dear 
and 
f
a
l
l
to the
Earth? 

9.23.2013

autumn leaf portraits

and,
t
he geese are flying south, honking across the sky!
fire in the woodstove 
soups and starches into the belly! 

autumn colors

this party is just beginning 

9.22.2013

wrist 手腕

Here's my treatment progression for my wrist since I've been here at the Northeast School of Botanical Medicine

(the back-story is that I fractured my wrist seven years ago, went through a (failed) surgery last year to take out the metal inside, got cut open again due to infection, and am now dealing with arthritic-type pain, numbing and tingling in my palm and fingers, and scar tissue. I hope that this herbal protocol will help provide useful information for anyone undergoing similar issues. besides the listed protocols, I am also practicing yoga and physical therapy exercises daily, and have maintain an active lifestyle and whole foods vegetarian diet) 

initially, i rubbed my wrist morning and night with just castor (Ricinus communis)  oil
the thickness of the oil felt good to rub into my scar tissue, but didn't do much for nerve ennervation. it was warming and nice, and probably would have helped reduce scar tissue after some time. 

after my initial consultation with 7song, I changed to treatment with horse chestnut (aesculus hippocastanum) infused olive oil, with a dash of cayenne-infused oil, and essential oils of wintergreen and clary sage. 
horse chestnut helps improve venous tone. 
7song hoped that the horse chestnut oil would help improve circulation through my wrist, arm, and hand
he wanted to focus on reducing swelling in my fingers, and restoring sensation 

well, either the horse chestnut was helpful, or it was lymph drainage therapy
I had dinner with friends, including Karianna's mama, who is an occupational therapist. 
she performed lymph drainage (her own style of it) on my wrist, hand, and arm as we sat around talking after eating
I looked down after a while, and was surprised to see my fingers and wrist reduced to half their original size (swelling had reduced dramatically) 
after going home, and all the way until now, the effects from that treatment have mostly maintained (I also perform some basic lymph drainage on myself)

7song also suggested hydrotherapy: infusing my wrist/hand in alternating hot and cold water. but, it is inconvenient for me to do this living in my camp-like environment, so i haven't been using this treatment, though I imagine it would be helpful

I rubbed on arnica (Arnica montana), St Johnswort (Hypericum perforatum), and calendula (Calendula officinalis) infused in olive oil for about a month. 
this treatment smoothed out the top and bottom of the long scar quite a bit, so that now just the center is raised up with scar tissue

during the arnica- st johnswort- calendula treatment time, Larry also performed some therapeutic massage (Swedish, chigong, etc integrated modalities) that helped reduce tension and repattern my shoulder and wrist

I just changed to using castor oil, St johnswort (Hypericum perforatum), and vitamin E oil 
primarily to reduce scar tissue 
with the weather getting colder, I am also wearing a band around my wrist to keep it warm (otherwise it gets sore from the cold) 
will probably add cayenne (Capsicum annuum) back into the oil mix, to keep circulation flowing 
some future topical experiments/ treatment protocols I will try: 
comfrey leaf (Symphytum officinale), gotu kola (Centella asiatica), helichyrsum essential oil, cow parsnip (Heracleum maximum)

St johnswort as a creme has also been nourishing and helpful 

suggestions, input, etc welcome! 
thanks for reading 

9.20.2013

What next?

Hello! 
(A summary first, for those who don't have time to read the whole thing: 
I finish my herbal apprenticeship in December, and am considering next steps. I am currently considering two possibilities: (1) massage school (2) graduate school studies in clinical somatic-psychology. What do you think about these ideas? Do you have other ideas? I want to continue my healthcare studies, and integrate my previous studies. Do you have suggestions for good schools? Do you know someone I can talk with about these fields? Have scholarship ideas? THANKS!) 
Love, Jiling
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for my Chinese friends (English folks, you can skip this part): 
(念中文的朋友, 你們好!我學期快結束了。我在考錄下一步做什麼。 我想要繼續學治療技術。 有一天, 我想要住在小城外, 森林中或山上, 做某一種治療師和老師。 我現在在考錄學按摩(便按摩師,六個月的課程)或是去研究所學心理學(2-3年)。 你有什麼想法? 感恩) 
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and now, for the long English version... 
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Dear friends, 

I hope that this autumn Harvest Moon finds you happy, healthy, and thriving on all levels. Happy Moon Festival! 

It's been a while since my last email-update. I've been busy here in Ithaca studying herbal medicine with 7song (we work 6 days a week). (I am learning so much!) My apprenticeship finishes in December. I want to continue my studies. I am considering my next steps. I value your experiences and thoughts, and would love to hear your ideas and input! 

I want to continue my healthcare-related studies to help people lead healthy happy lives. And, I'm aiming toward (finally) settling down (where?) and creating a home (somewhere fitting)... which means, 
finding/creating a job/lifestyle that supports me financially/otherwise, effectively utilizes my innate/developing gifts/skills, and gives back to my community.  (Got ideas?) (Longterm Home ideas are also appreciated)

I also want to put the herbal/clinical knowledge and skills that I've learned this year into practice. I'm unsure what form that will take. 

I will continue teaching yoga and continuing running that thread as well. 

And, dancing. 

Now, the questions of where to, and what next. 

We just returned from our final fieldtrip of the year, to Equinox Botanicals in Ohio, a gorgeous herbal farm, neighboring a rare plants sanctuary. I'm super inspired right now (from this farm, and various other amazing places I've seen around the USA and Asia), to one day create a solid home somewhere on the edge of a progressive town and surrounded by forest or mountain... and cultivate longterm relationships with local plants and people. I would love to teach, and have a clinical practice too. 

Some possible next steps for me: 

Massage school. I am currently looking into the Arizona School of Integrated Studies (ASIS) and/or the Finger Lakes School of Massage (FLSM- in Ithaca, NY). I've been inspired by all the various massage therapists I've lived/worked/played with through the years, and have been contemplating this for a while. I But, I am unsure about whether my wrist would be an impediment to this work. I wonder about the long-term implications of working as a massage practitioner, on my own body. I wonder about practicing massage in Taiwan, too. (I would love to spend at least a month each year in Taiwan.) 

- Graduate school for somatic psychology. But, I am worried about the cost of going to school, and wonder whether I can really commit to school for 2-3 solid years. I don't like the idea of taking out loans. Know any schools with clinical psychology (preferably integrative/ alternative/ somatic) programs that have teaching assistantship, research, or other work-study/scholarship options? 

- Another school for studying herbal medicine? But I wonder about the receptivity to herbal medicine here in the USA, and know that it's difficult to make a living as an herbalist. I would prefer to have something more solid/accepted as my primary form of work, and weave herbalism into that. 

Acupuncture school? I keep going back to that idea but am primarily unsure, because I have bad memory and know that I would really struggle with memorizing all the necessary things to know for Chinese medicine. Also, I personally do not enjoy needles places into my body. But, I find it effective for other people, and am fascinated by it. 

Thanks for reading, and I look forward to hearing your input! 
Enjoy the autumn. 
Oh, and I would love to hear your life updates as well. 

Blessings,
Jiling 

PS- And now for some freeform thoughts (aka. stream of consciousness- read or not... doesn't matter. I have too many thoughts, and here's some): 
- My climbing accident in 2006 really changed my life. I live with physical pain. It's a teacher, and indicator. After my second wrist surgery, the most helpful treatments have been herbal medicine and massage. That's partly why I studied herbal medicine this year. After experimenting with so many different healthcare modalities after my surgery, I came to realize that there is no "best" modality. What's best is for me to study and work with what works best for me, and what I personally just like best. Thus, herbs! I am considering massage as my next course of studies, partially because it was so helpful to me after my surgery. And why psychology? Because our minds are so complex and fascinating, and I want to better understand myself and others too, to know how to help best. 
- I've been exposed to a variety of clinics by now. Most colorfully coming to mind are these: the mobile clinic in the Himalayan villages with homeopathic doctor Spero sitting on the dirt floor surrounded by super tanned mountain folk with a variety of ailments; the acupuncture clinic of the old medicine woman in Kathmandu, Nepal with all tables filled with needled patients; my acupuncture teacher Zeng's backroom clinic with two tables always with patients and surrounded by students with notebooks; 7song's free clinic here in Ithaca, the little pink room with glass bottles of tinctures and plastic bags filled with dried herbs one patient at a time with our full attention; the hospitals with their white walls and stressed out staff; the big tarp shelter clinic at the Rainbow Gathering this year with dirty barefoot hurt people walking in; Teacher Wu's energy medicine chigong clinic in the middle of metropolitan Taichung with the constant drone of humming cupping pumps and people sitting around stuck full of needles and light night dancing chigong practice, energy work practitioner with arms weaving over rows of people lying on the ground; my friend and teacher Tofu's beautiful mountain clinic in the middle of his small but cute Taiwan home with his efficient herbal-needling-bodywork integrative techniques; Teacher Huang's two story Chinese medicine treatment center with clinic on the main floor and the biggest apothecary I've yet seen in the base floor... and on and on... not making a point about anything here. Just, filled with thoughts, inspiration, and gratitude. 

PPS- I haven't talked about it in this email, but you can read about it in my blog. Herb school this year has been amazing. I am learning so much about plant medicine, botany, the human body, clinical skills, etc. It's my first time in such a long focused program since college (8 years back), and I am adoring it. Thus, my desire for continued education. I will write more about herb school at some other point, but really I don't think I can sum it up. I've been trying to write weekly... now changed to monthly... in my blog, about what I am learning. Check it out, if you're interested! Pretty blog pictures, too. And now, back to autumn harvests. :) Be well! 

(photos of transition: (1) caterpillar crossing the road in Ohio (2) waxing moon, view from Ohio (3) one of my favorite mushroom friends in the forest, bursting free of the tree roots in front of my cabin door) 

祝你中秋節快樂!

家人們好!

 

祝大家中秋節快樂!

 

上禮拜, 我們去Ohio州採草藥。 我們露營了一個禮拜在當地農夫Paul Strauss的湖邊。Paul 的農場叫Equinox Botanicals. 他特產珍惜和瀕危物種。 Paul也做 傳統Appalachian山(美國東部的老山脈) 的草藥, 和他自己創作的藥膏和藥酒。 Paul 的農場周圍都是森林。 他把邊緣的森林都買下來了, 來保護森林。 這兒就變成一個蠻有名的植物和森林保護地區, 叫做United Plants Savers Sanctuary. Paul 二十幾歲時, 就搬過來了。 他剛好碰到當地又有耐心又聰明的長輩來培訓他, 教他當地農業特殊技術。 他就留在這兒一輩子, 耕田, 培養特別的草藥, 做藥, 教課, 等。 他讓我感到也想要買一塊自己的地, 把它變成美麗的小天堂!

 

中秋夜晚,

滿月照亮著田的。

夏天的草高高綠綠的。

紅紅橘橘的秋葉

已經開始燃燒黑暗的綠森林。

現在是蘋果季節,

收穫季節。

秋天到了。

冬天要來了。

松鼠在森林中滿地跑,

收藏寶貴的果食。

我們也在急急忙忙的收藏

食物, 藥草,

還有最珍貴的知識和智慧。

冬天一來, 今年的藥草課程就要結束了。

然後呢?

我還在決定。

我在考錄學按摩(六個月)或是去研究所學心理學(三年)。

或是。。。?

什麼都可能。

 

一隻貓頭鷹

不管白天晚上

他都會在森林裡唱歌。

別的貓頭鷹,

聽了他的歌聲,

也開始唱歌。

 

我的小木屋很冷。

我的牆壁不算是真的牆壁。

都是洞。

今晚, 坐在木屋旁邊吃湯麵,

陪老師聊天。

我看著太陽下山,

欣賞對面綠油油的山坡

被日弱的太陽

照著閃閃發亮。

我真幸運能住在這麼美麗的森林當中,

看她從四月的冰天雪地

轉變成春天的嫩芽, 鮮花

再轉變到夏天到處都是植物

現在最後的轉變,要 回到冬天的平靜, 一片空白。

我愛上這個地方了。

我感覺像我每到一個地方, 我就愛上那個地方和那裡的人。

在這兒, 我最愛的地點是我老師的家, 因為大部分的時間都在他那兒。 又平靜又美麗, 又有各式各樣的植物。 現在我寫信時, 我正在坐在老師的櫻花樹底下。 旁邊都是蘋果樹。 現在是蘋果季節。 沒幾分鐘, 聽到“噗通!”一聲, 又掉了一顆甜蜜的蘋果。 現在也聽到風聲, 鳥叫, 和小蟲聲。 現在, 太陽和月亮改變了它們天空中的地點了。昨晚, 我睡著以前, 月亮剛好照亮我的床頭。早上, 現在太陽也剛好照亮我的床頭, 把我的小木屋充滿它們的亮光, 不管白天晚上。 好美哦! 我特別喜歡清晨早上從樹林中看到對面的山, 欣賞太陽從山後慢慢的爬起來。

 

祝你好好享受秋天的收穫, 準備好冰冷的冬天!

敬, 基玲

 

(照片: 1 passiflora incarnate 花(幫想太多的人放鬆)(2)我和老師同學在Ohio州, Equinox Botanicals 農場 (3) 壓出來的藥酒, 和前面的藥草(hypericum perforatum) (幫助常常難過的人放鬆和開心,也幫助治療意外之後的恐懼

9.09.2013

New Moon: yuan fen, rivers, moon, bodies, dances, recipes

"Yuan fen" (緣分) is one of my favorite words in Chinese. It translates (somewhat) as serendipity, synchronicity, or affinity. It's that magical invisible red thread of connection that binds me to you before we were even conceived, that line that ties my umbilical cord of past, present, and future destiny to the places, people, plants, and all else that composes my life.

 

"Heaven determined my Fate, but I choose my Destiny," said one of my first teachers. "It's all a choice," laughs Jeremy. We'd decided not to brave the cold river with our bare toes, walking upstream on the slippery rocks toward the place where the river turns, where we can't see anymore. Those unexplored places can wait.

 

On the edge of the waterfall, Dave and I decided to walk across that river, rushing and tumbling down towards the bottom of Ithaca Falls. Walking against the current, he quickly slips and slides his way across to the opposite bank, skiing across the slippery stone with arms akimbo. I slowly move across, thinking of the slow Tai Chi practitioners weaving their arms and legs with intention and chi through the invisible air currents, with grace and precision, bodies relaxed yet strong. We move across the river in completely different ways, one slow yet steady and calculated, the other quick yet a little messy. Both successful. Metaphors?

 

My new intention is to write an English blog post with each new moon, and a Chinese blog/ letter with each full moon. Dear reader, I hope you enjoy. And please, always, give me feedback. Thank you.

 

"What's the difference between the full moon and new moon?" asked my sister. This is for you, Ah Mei. During the new moon, we don't see any moon at all. It's completely a new beginning. These are the darkest nights, when the stars are brightest, a fitting time to plant bright intentions for the coming moon. From here, the moon waxes or grows day by day, and our seeded intentions sprout and grow, until the moon is absolutely full again. The full moon, pregnant with gifts, and bright with light, is a great time to give thanks for all that we are grateful for, and go on moonlit hikes, have celebrations with friends, and more. From here, the moon wanes or shrinks night by night, back into the darkness of the new moon.

 

In the olden days, when we lived outdoors and our bodies were connected with the rhythms of the moon, women would often bleed in sync with the moon. We would bleed with the new moon, and feel the exultant heat of ovulation with the full moon.

 

I am feeling grateful for my sisters. We started a weekly dance project, where we come together to share songs, visions, and exploratory dances. We just began, and already, I feel my heart aching and breaking wide open, and filling with love and gratitude.

 

"Let's experiment," I said to Dave, practicing yoga outside of my cabin as the sun dispelled the mist over the fields, through the trees, "I've never tried this before, but have always wanted to." And thus was born Yoga Exchange, where one person leads an asana/ movement, and then the next person leads the next asana… and on and on like so. It births many new asana sequences that just might get traditional yogis rolling in their graves, but got me inspired with fresh ideas and full delight.

 

"Core, move from your core," said Larry. And I remember Teacher Wu at NTNU, showing us how to move from our two places of core power: our Heart, and our Dan Tian (solar plexus). "And move as if you have eyes in your palms, and on the bottoms of your feet," added Teacher Wu. He taught us how to fly, how to use our weight like a pendulum, dancing with gravity like a lover. I'm practicing leg lifts, boat pose (navasana), bridge pose (setu bandhasana), and posting regularly again, to cultivate core strength. Simple asanas like mountain pose (tadasana) and down dog (adho mukha svanasana) reveal my imbalances and tendencies: a slight pelvic tilt (minor lordosis), and leg muscles that angle in different directions. "Posting" is a basic practice that I learned from Mauro (who learned it from Rinpoche) at an underground Tibetan Buddhist sanctuary where we nourished our chi and cultivated our innate ability to be amazing human beings. Posting: feet are wide apart and slightly bent in horse stance (the wider the stance and the deeper the bended knees, the more difficult the pose), arms are rounded in front of you, hands slightly cupped and open in front of your heart. Relax into this pose… you'll be here for a while. Stay here from 15 to 30 minutes everyday. With deep breaths, enjoy the burning, shaking, sweating, and grounding sensations.

 

Ecstatic dance. Basically the music plays, and you surrender to it in ecstasy. Dance. And thus began a month of big red giant (fast burning star) dances with a stranger turned adventure companion.

 

Contact improv. I give you my weight. We share it. You give me yours. I take it and translate it into something else. We roll across each other, flipping and spiraling across the floor. You pull me up from the floor, translating my weight back down into the earth. I fly upward, in response, laughing in surprise at the momentum and sheer freedom of weight, released, returning back to the ground in a sideways tilted angle, surprised yet delighted to catch another person on the way down with my spine. I surrender my spine to their shoulder, contouring my curves against their body as we all coalesce together, jellyfish-like, interweaving across the studio space, expanding outward and contracting back in again like a giant communal breathing apparatus, or a swirling supernova, until an explosion occurs, and off we go dancing back into pairs and trios again, at times slow and earthy, other times airborne and explosive.

 

I'll leave you with some autumnal recipes that I've been experimenting with.

 

Fire cider (from Cali)

Chop finely and then infuse into raw apple cider vinegar: onion, garlic, horseradish, ginger, cayenne/ other fresh peppers. Optional: turmeric, burdock, osha, usnea, sage, etc. Let infuse for 2 months. Take as a heating tonic/ immune stimulant during the cold winter months.

 

Sauerkraut (from Abbe)

1.       Chop/ grate cabbage finely into a large bowl.

2.       Massage salt into the cabbage, adding 1 T salt at a time. Add 2 T of salt per head of cabbage. This will release the cabbage juices. Keep massaging it to break down the cell walls, until there seems to be enough liquid released to cover all the solids.

3.       You can add anything… onions, garlic, turmeric, various wild roots, etc.

4.       Stuff it all into a clean glass jar. Submerge it under its' own juices, with a stone or glass jar to push down the plant matter below the juices. (Some people add water if there's not enough liquid, but I was taught to massage it enough for its own juices to do the job- tastes better like this)

5.       Cover with cloth, and let sit for a week.

6.       Enjoy!

 

Honey infusions (from Lucy)

1.       Fill glass jar with fresh plant material of your choice. Thus far this season, I have made honey infusions (each separate) with rose, bee balm, tulsi, and mint.

2.       Fill over the plant material with honey.

3.       Use chopstick to press out all the air bubbles.

4.       Let sit for as long as you wish. You can start indulging on your honey infusion within 2 weeks.

5.       Enjoy the deliciousness.

 

"Might as well make the medicine delicious," said Meredith. "I like my medicine strong," said Cali. "Let my lessons be gentle yet powerful," said Efan and I, as we prayed to each other and the Sky, Universe, and all that was listening, watching heart-shaped clouds rolling through the sky, with our bellies empty, preparing for Vision Quest.